if youre interested in insanity or think youre too fat to do it i suggest you check out this lady i have been following on instagram. she has a plus size fashion magazine and is 295lbs.... but is almost done with insanity & kicking ass at it. she is a beach body coach if youre looking for one also. current userame- iamtulin follow her. :) you should follow me (the_real_romanoinc) while youre at it of course too.
my attempt to work more vegan eating into my life is going fabulous. today i created tofu friend rice and it is off the chain! i already posted the recipe so check it out. i am very optimistic about my new year! yesterday i told my shrink about my plan to slowly come off my current factory medications & start vitamin therapy and - drum roll please...... he thought it was a great idea. the reasoning behind this is- why the hell am i going to de-chemicalize my food and continue to swallow a hefty dose of lab made chemicals a few times a day? it doesnt make sense. ive been medicated for yeaaaaaaars and the idea that im going to have to take this shit for the rest of my life sounds terrible. i feel brave and sane enough to embark on this journey so i am- supervised of course. i will talk more about that when the time comes to actually begin the vitamins.
i have a class at my job at 830pm. i want to cry. my body hurts lol i will not be dressing up like normal... i think im actually going to go in the workout clothes i am in lol
i started logging in CALORIES IN- CALORIES OUT again today if anyone noticed i had slacked right off of that...
im feeling great... and have all my food planned out for the week. sometimes that i vital. this week i have too many bills to pay so i will not be grocery shopping. i dont NEED groceries- just want some new things! so i opted out. anyway- if i just looked in the fridge every time i got hungry id think THERES NOTHING TO EATTTT... but because i planned out my meals when i was feeling inspired & had the time to actually LOOK at my ingredients- i have plenty of food to make home cooked, fresh, mostly vegan (although i will be finishing off the cod in the freezer before the new year) menu. therefor no reason to eat out or buy more food. im looking forward to this week. hoping my new friend iamtulin can keep me motivated to stick with insanity because i wanted to quit atleast 2x today! what have i gotten myself into lol im just trying to remember how good it felt to get thru a whole insanity work out without stopping. i want to get there again more than i want to sit on my ass