but after 2 weeks of it being on my desktop and viewing it 100x, i decided i do want to put it up.
i want people who think i look so fabulous to see an unflattering picture. obv we put the good ones up. for every picture you see where my stomach looks flat and tight i have 10 that it looks soft and saggy. for every picture i have where my thigh look like steel, i have 2 where they look like mashed potatoes. so yes, i wanted to show a "bad" picture.
the cool thing is, i am still proud of my bad pictures. it is embarrassing because i wouldnt have so much to lose if i didnt have so much to start. but on the other hand look at where i started! even when i get upset that i am not where i want to be- i just remind myself of where i am compared to where i started. that stops a lot of beating myself up. highly recommended.